So there's this friend in my life. A guy friend. I don't feel crazy around him, and I don't feel desperate. I don't have to try to get his attention. I do feel calm, sane, and always seem to be trying to keep up with his quick mind and funny humour. He makes me laugh... and he thinks I'm funny too.
Our friendship is far from standard -- he's much older than I. However, I feel natural and at ease in his presence. Not that I'm officially dating anyone at this point in time.... but if I was dating... I would be dating him.
There is a time and a place for that line of thinking. That time is not now, and that place is not in the central and southern Plains. I have a lot of things to get over/thru until that happens. But I feel like I just got over the big hump... the one where I know that there's not only no going back... but in order to have a life, I have to move forward, too.
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