Thursday, April 20, 2006

The Great Biking Date...

Alrighty then.... so I have a date on Monday. Not with the Norwegian that I met two days ago... but someone else, who I think of as Honest, Sensitive and a little Red-necked.

Since it's my day off, I'll be well rested and relaxed -- NOT! It's a date. Casual, bike-riding. Maybe coffee. I'm not up for anything else. Life has got to be on my terms, or it's not acceptable.

So RedNeck says he hasn't ridden in years. I'll let you know how it goes. Sigh. Did I mention that I'm excited about this?

At the same time, it kind of feels wrong... since I'm still burning a torch for M.W. Love like that doesn't go away so easy. It hit me that I was true to him, 100%, and being in love with him and dating anyone else seems wrong.

But even though my heart is refusing the truth, my head knows what's right. M.W. is slipping out of my life and I have to move forward.

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