Monday, April 03, 2006

Close, but No Cigar

My dear love, my M.W. is no longer mine. I promised myself after the divorce was final, that I would take some time to get to know myself.... then move forward into the rest of my life. From the very first date I had with M.W., I truly wanted to believe that he was more than a "get over it" relationship.

We were compatable in so many ways. I filled out an online personality test the other day, that basically takes your information and tells you in words, what you are looking for in another human being. Out of nearly 30 qualities and values, M.W. had all but one. But that one was the deal-breaker.

Is it no wonder I'm having a hard time getting over the near-perfection of the relationship? So close.... so very close.

I really loved him and believed that we would have a future together. And it's not that easy to get over.

1 comment:

Jenny said...

oh sweet girl **hugs**