I just emptied my guts here and the Blog-Monster ATE MY WORDS!
Let me reiterate in short form:
1) I can't sleep
2) it's 80 degrees in my apartment -- can't wait to see what summer is like!
3) I had a weird Matrix-like dream about a friend on whom I used to have a crush. In that dream, everything happened that anyone would ever want. And in that dream lots of bad stuff happened afterward. Weird.
4) I'm taking down some things from public view, that had the potential to make me feel degraded, downplayed, mocked, used, dejected, morally bankrupt. That used to be my way of getting attention. Now, I feel that Taking back the Night is my way of gaining self-esteem. While I do this for me, there is another who I hope to honour with my actions.
That is all... goodnight.
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