Something that I've always wanted to do, was visit the place where I am right now... it's odd to think that I let my former spouse have that much of a negative influence on my life... can you imagine that the last vacation I took was to Cape Cod in 1999? My best friend invited the two of us to spend three weeks with her folks in Mass. They were great people, and it was a great vacation because I was with my best friend. My hub at the time spent all his time fishing and talking about fishing. God loves the man, to be sure... but No one on planet Earth can make me feel like as big a bitch, as finicky, stupid, or mean as that man can.
All of my time and efforts with him were in vain, or at least it feels that way. A year into my marriage, my mantra became "You can't make anyone do anything"... That is rather fatalistic, no matter how true it is... My point is mentioning it, is that I knew things weren't right, and I just didn't know how to fix it.
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