Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Brave Fronts.... and Vegas Lounge Lizards

So the Vegas Lounge Lizard called me tonight. We chatted online this morning and he's a hoot. Seriously, a lounge singer. He chatters so fast and furious and has a great sense of humour. Not sure that there's chemistry there, though.

Charlie sent me another midnight choo-choo message. You recall how he broke my heart some weeks ago? He is still going through a personal crisis and is trying to figure out what he wants. I'm getting the impression that Dorothy is fitting the bill as of late. So not only has my heart broken... but my feelings never went away - I think I'm feeling something deeper now. It scares me.

Every time I see a man who looks like Charlie, my heart hurts. It makes me cry inside to see someone who reminds me of the intense chemistry, the emotion. But is he what I want, or what do I want? He is smart, caring and emotionally stable (except the choice of a 2nd Russian Bride). And I, like Meridith Grey, want my McDreamy to "Choose Me"....

1 comment:

Jenny said...

Meanwhile, I imagine you'll intro him as your future ex?

:-P