Wow, what a week. The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away. Boy, by the time I discovered I'd been duped by Choo-choo Charlie last week, I was such an emotional basket-case. Sheesh, I shouldn't say that, because Charlie is actually trying to straighten his life around. Perhaps it's my moral fiber that convinced him to be honest with me?
Anyways, I have been on emotionally rocky ground, and it was amazing to finally gain insight about the crap I've been through this week. Yeah, I was totally rushing into that emotional thing. The chemistry was insane, and would you believe how real it felt? Although I am convinced that God put me there for not just Charlie to reighn it in a bit... but for me to do the same, as well. Wow, was that an ugly lesson! I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED!!!
Halfway through the week, it was such a treat when Pilot, who has been emailing me for several weeks, finally called me on the phone. Chatting with him has reminded me what it's like to have fun, to find a friend, and that I'm gettin' so serious about finding my life-partner, that I'm forgetting to enjoy life!
Pilot called me last night and twice already today. A very busy man, but my age, no kids, no exes. And he flies for fun. It makes me smile to think he is thinking about me enough to call two times in one day!
I've been cleaning house all day and rediscovered the beauty of floor-wax. Mop-n-Glo, baby!! Now I'm in for the afternoon, and watching O Brother! Where Art Thou!
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