So it's not like I have a bad life or anything.... but I can't seem to get my brain and life and effort and finances in order, all at the same time. My dickweed soon-to-be-ex is dragging his feet on getting me some needed information, so that we can get this process under way. I have to take the GRE again to make sure I get into grad school. THat means there is studying to be done. Which means that the exam has to be registered for and paid for and worried about. And all of that implies that there will be less than zero emotional energy left to deal with 1) my vacation 2) my dickweed ex 3) anything else that should arise.
Sounds crazy for someone who has a good life and all... but you know, it makes me have a lot of anxiety for all of these unresolved things to be hanging over my head. I start to make a list, and then I hyperventilated. Real cool.
My mom asked me the other day if I needed her out here. I do. I'm afraid to let her come, because I'm afraid that means I'm not strong enough. I don't feel like I'm strong enough. I'm tired. So tired....
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