It seems that my soon to be ex wants to fight.... and to not take on his fair share of the financial burdens. He wants things to be equal, without taking on half of my financial burdens. I'm now determined to get half of everything. A week ago, even last night.. I was willing to walk away with not as much. I just wanted to walk away.
I want to start over. I want to leave this place behind and start over in a place that is not so full of contempt. My heart is good. I promise. I never wanted things to turn out this way. And I'm so sorry for me that they did. I don't really give a flip about what he wants now. He's turning this into an ugly circus. I'm scared. I'm really scared that it's going to hurt me.
Not just financially... but emotionally. I loved him. He was a stupid uncaring bastard to me. He's awful and selfish.I hate him. Nope.. I guess I just don't care. I also just want to be safe and live peacefully.
For him? He can go take a flying leap. Perhaps I should've left last fall when he pulled the gun out. Just let him do himself in.
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