He Beleagures Me....

First... don't ask... look it up.

Upon checking my voice mails after a coffee break... I find that "not-so-Mister-Wonderful" has called me again, waxing poetic about long-dead memories. I have asked him to stop calling for reasons not work-related, at least 5 times. He doesn't get it.

It must be obvious to anyone who knows me... that his constant reminders of that which did not work out... is a source of sour memories to me. My question to anyone reading is: shouldn't it be better by now? It's been a year already.... My usual over-analysis aside, it apparently affected me so deeply that I just want to let it fade away. The breakup was for a difference in life goals, not a lack of love (on my part). He initiated the deal-breaker.

So why does it hurt so bad, still? I don't actually want to be with him at all.. or talk with him. Or think about him in any manner. And it angers me that he will not leave him alone. For good or bad, I emailed M.W. this afternoon and said that if he doesn't stop emailing and calling me, I would file harassment charges and have Othello call him up "for a chat".

To be totally honest - for a few months after I broke up with him... it was really flattering that M.W. would call all of the time. I missed him and appreciated his continuing friendship. But the fun and games are over and he is moving into harassment and I don't like it anymore.

Wonder how his affianced would feel about all of this? Othello and I both don't think they'll even make it down the aisle (unless M.W. is really the gold-digger of the situation).

C'est La Vie. It is not for me to worry about unless he bothers me again.

-Dot.

P.S. Maybe we all should keep M.W. in our prayers. He's a messed up little puppy.