New Vulnerability, New Hopes

So the Pilot is spending the weekend with his folks - as he usually does. He's trying to catch some air and practice landing his bird; it's still "new" to him and will do no good if he can't land the darn thing! But I invited him over tonight for beers and appetizers on his way home. The pooch, Buhner, is going to be with, too... so it appears that I will be cooking!

In chatting with a neighbor last night, it was noted that I am quite vulnerable these days. Guess it's because I feel it necessary to open up my heart to possibilities, instead of living cold and hard and all alone....

So I'm not sure how to keep my hopes from getting huge and out of countrol. But they are there.... Pilot himself is jaded about dating - in fact on Friday night, he told me that he doesn't date! And I'm wondering where that leaves me?

Where does that lead me? Methinks I'll have to get off my little high-horse and let that boy know I like him.... Although I get the impression that it would not take too much more convincing for him to realize that if he courts a woman that makes him laugh, he would be setting himself up for a lifetime of happiness...