What is life supposed to be about? Sometimes I walk with such purpose, and sometimes, I fall down. Am I on the right path? Do I have goodness in my heart? What could be done, in order to ensure that I'm helping the people that I ought to, in life?
Wow, it's been such an emotional couple of weeks, and now I don't have to work for a couple more. My brain needs a rest. Lots of hope for some good times at Home. Get to see Jayleigh, the folks and the rest of the fam. Spending a weekend at Mackinac Island with Synoptic, my very good friend of over 6 years. Biking, hiking, and carousing (as good as two wx-nerds can do).
How often does one have a few free days to examine life before a vacation? It's a strange feeling to not be going off at full speed tonight. No more alarms, no deadlines... just my thoughts and my plans.
Having no S.O. presents a bit of unsettlment in my life. I've always treated that feature as an anchor for my life. A place to stay and stick, and foundation to build. I'm starting to believe that a relationship is not a foundation, not a rock to jump up from... but that we have to have our own foundation, and the relationship is like a knot in a silk scarf - tug-o-war will harm it, you want no losers, and sometimes that means no winners either. In the end, a delicate balance will provide a measure of happiness without damaging the knot too much.
sigh.
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