My Surreal Life

I had a very rough weekend, emotionally speaking. Judging by my past posts, I'm sure you'll agree. For some insane reason, it was in my head that M.W. should get back together with me.

Of course I miss him. Miss the good times. Grrrrr. Dang it. So I asked him if there was a chance. He said he "couldn't rule it out" and that's when I lost it. I told him that if there wasn't a chance in the next month, then to kick my butt, tell me to shut up, and that it's over. And I asked him to remind me that every chance that he got!

Then we started talking about our dating woes. I finally decided to ask Kilo to stop calling me. He's a wonderful [boy] man, but there's no spark of love. Physical chemistry, check. Friendship, check. Emotional desire, nope. But I'm glad to have known him and hope that we'll remain friends. Hard to know where to cut it off sometimes.

M.W. named off three people that he wanted to give my number to, including the brother of his daughter-in-law! LOL.... The Music Snob was someone that M.W. was always jealous of my time with, at family gatherings. Aidan the singer is attached but single. My heart fluttered the first time I saw him. Sigh. And of course, the brother of our friend, who is insanely shy.

I can't think of anyone to set him up, since he's preying and prowling like a tom-cat at the moment. I kind of laugh, because the effort he is putting into this, is way way way more than he would have had to exert, to keep me in his life. C'est la vie....

Oh... been chatting with a man online who looks like the Brawny guy. Check it out:

So we'll see how that goes. He sent pictures of himself and his son, and of his house... way to romance a girl, eh? I'm sure I've already scared him off already...