Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Time For Me to Fly

Okay, I've gotten into the habit of naming my posts, with song titles. So sue me. Not really. Please don't, actually.

Itchy Feet...
But I did find out that I got a job in California, so I'll be moving out there next month. So then I'll really not be in Kansas anymore. It seems my whole blog about not being in Kansas, had something to do with stepping out of my comfort zone. I came to "Kansas" via Michigan... and now that I'm leaving, I feel like it's going to be missed.

Sigh.

California does not hold as much for me today, as it did yesterday. How does one hold on, whilst letting go? How can you support your best friend on planet Earth, whilst allowing them to work through their problems and issues? How do you not interfere? How do I, for that matter?

I met a man yesterday, who had such a so-so attitude about the world. Very knowledgable, very interesting to talk to... but it seemed like his life lacked passion. My life does not lack passion. It fairly springs forth with passion. Yet I am starting to think that my passion is taking some of life away from me, because others either can not live that level of life, or else that it's hella intimidating.

1 comment:

Jenny said...

Baby sis what's wrong? Did you and MW break up? I thought for sure you'd come here next week with an engagement ring.

:(