Dave Matthews also says, in Fool to Think:
You make a mess of me...
I'll dance a thousand steps for you...
If you'll only say yes to me...
I be whatever gets you through.
My heart was fixed the day I stopped looking for another Daddy (someone to take care of me and "fix" my broken heart), and started realizing I'm a grown woman who is smart and responsible, rest of the world be dammed!
I want what I want, and I'm not sorry for it. This is the best time of my life and I'm still so young. I'm gonna go for it!
Overnight I realized that that day... is today (sly grin). I was reading this personality profile questionnere that asked "Do you feel that inside, you're horribly broken?" Six months ago, the answer was most definitenly Yes. Now? Nope. I'm alright. I'm ready for the anti-depressants to stop, too. Everyone said I would know... and I know. Not that I'm numb, but I am starting to think it's time.
The doc said to wait at least 6 months... so I'll give it one more (that'll make 4) and re-evaluate. But the lack of amour that I've noticed since going on these babies is disheartening and I'd like to leave them in the dust ASAP!
To recap: heart, fixed. Brain, fixed.
Yee-haw!
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