Friday, April 04, 2008

The Sad Little Birthday

I ran into Othello today at the gym. He asked me if me and LaMar would be interested in coming to his birthday party this month.... Othello wanted to re-create the party that I made for him last year.... I was touched. But over half of the people there were my friends, not his. And plus... I'm not going to drag LaMar into that.

That would be like Othello inviting his ex, Stephanie, to my birthday party... and that's not gonna happen... How many times did I tell Othello that I abso-friggin-lutely hated the idea of her, that I never wanted to hear her name again? So why would I do that to LaMar, I ask thee?

Poor lil' guy. I feel sorry for him. Lonesome and lonely and broken. My fondest wish is for him to let the barriers come down and actually feel life for a change. He could live a happy life like that.... I pray that he lets someone in before it's too late.

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