It is nearing the end of the week... and so either I am headed to the City or Lamar is headed to me in just over 36 hours. There have not been near the number of phone calls this week and we are assuring eachother that is a necessary step to realize in our growing relationship.
Although we are not quiet by nature, we still observe the Five Minutes of Silence each time we meet. In fact, much of the time we spend together is of a quiet, agreeable nature.
Lamar continues to assure me that we are made to be together.... that in fact, we are perfect compliments. I continue to trust him, believe in the potential that we have together, and ultimately, I have faith that my mom will come around and realize that breaking her stereotypes will hurt a lot less than shutting this wonderful man out of her life.
Although it has not happened in the past month... I fully intend upon falling in love with this man. It heartens me that he is not pushing me to go fast. As a matter of fact, he is not saying things like "I always say I love you last" or "I just don't fall in love"... and fecal matter of that nature.
Together we navigate the waters of "getting to know you" and heading swiftly toward the "I want you so bad"... but we have marked that off-limits until the "Love you so much" area has been completed in fullness....
Oh Lamar.... don't tell anyone my secret!
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