Thursday, October 11, 2007

Lamar, Lumumba, Lambada, Lalala!

Lamar has an interview today. He is so excited to have a job again, that uses his talents. Unfortunately this one does not. But he'll be bringing in the bank. Which is just fine.

He and I have had a rough couple of days due to the busy-ness of our lives. I just want to collapse into his arms and allow my heart to soften up from my rough week.

My housewarming party is on Saturday. It'll be fun, but all of my friends, Romans and countrymen are expected to arrive! Will post pictures and other notes later.

The Blue Angels

Lamar took me to see the Blue Angels at the Presedio last weekend.

The Blue Angels left a present for our blossoming relationship, right in the sky over the Bay:

Love Letter for Wednesday....

From Lamar:

Hey hey pretty lady,

What do you say??

It's time to savor
That Spanish flavor
To get a book
And drink the wine
There's not a one
Who is so fine
The beauty of you
Is so devine
Dorothy my sweet
I am for you
As you are for me
I know it's true
We go together
It's oh so new
But then in time
We always knew
That special things
Are meant for two
You best believe
That's me and you

Friday, October 05, 2007

Waiting for Lamar

It is nearing the end of the week... and so either I am headed to the City or Lamar is headed to me in just over 36 hours. There have not been near the number of phone calls this week and we are assuring eachother that is a necessary step to realize in our growing relationship.

Although we are not quiet by nature, we still observe the Five Minutes of Silence each time we meet. In fact, much of the time we spend together is of a quiet, agreeable nature.

Lamar continues to assure me that we are made to be together.... that in fact, we are perfect compliments. I continue to trust him, believe in the potential that we have together, and ultimately, I have faith that my mom will come around and realize that breaking her stereotypes will hurt a lot less than shutting this wonderful man out of her life.

Although it has not happened in the past month... I fully intend upon falling in love with this man. It heartens me that he is not pushing me to go fast. As a matter of fact, he is not saying things like "I always say I love you last" or "I just don't fall in love"... and fecal matter of that nature.

Together we navigate the waters of "getting to know you" and heading swiftly toward the "I want you so bad"... but we have marked that off-limits until the "Love you so much" area has been completed in fullness....

Oh Lamar.... don't tell anyone my secret!