I broke up with Othello this week. We loved one another so deeply. Sat right on the couch and cried together, because we now know it will never work - he is not what you would call "In Love" with me. I do not want to live my life like that. 'Nuff said.
How to be friends with this one? He is literally my best friend. He tells me that no one knows him as I do.
Pray for these things:
- healing for both of us
- a charming, wonderful man to drop into my life when I least expect it
(like, any time now) - This may be a time of peace in our lives.
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It's worth noting that there was a big gap between this post and the previous one, which proclaimed my undying love for a man who, it turns out, never was in love with me.
Now almost a month later, I still find myself having difficulty seeing what is different (other than the lack of a physical relationship).
The truth is that when I quit trying to "make" O fall in love with me, it just fizzled out.
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