"So tell me how am I supposed to live without you
now that I've been loving you so long?
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
and how am I supposed to carry on
when all that I've been living for is gone?"
How do I feel? Shitty.
Why, you ask? Because I broke up with M.W. tonight, and it was like ripping my beating bloodied heart out by the arteries.
But why, you ask? Nothing. Everything. Mostly because he's an older man who doesn't want any of the idealized things connected to Love, that us youngsters do.
What next? Dunno. I still love him WAMHAS. Probably always will. But I had to show a little respect to the things I want out of life (marriage, family, partnership, happiness, relaxation at times, family vacations, unadulterated love, travel, no fear to love).
Son of a bitch... what the bloody hell am I supposed to do now?
1 comment:
hey
glad the flipped pic helped
you are going to do what we all do:
hurt, and wait, and then heal.
Talk to Jesus, call all your friends.
and be wiser next time.
Life is adorned with suckage, but it is not made from it (david, 2006)
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